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as few of u my name is brandon aka (killshadow)(bloody b)(pumpking)i am just filled with so much hate and anger for years of bottling up all my emotions since i am not a kid who shows it alot of u ppl seen that i am a very nice person other when i get pissed off i can be a real dick well i might not be on as much as i usally am i going throw a few problems with myself irl i sick of my life and anit sure at this point what i going to do if i just kill my self or just leave my house and never come back i still undecided what i going to do all ik atm i am a very unhappy kid with every thing thats in my life and i look at my life from a diff view and see nothin changing in my life i am almost 18 in march and i am still sitting here playing games unlike most ppl at my age the day i log on sever and say GOOD BYE that will be the last day any of u ppl will see me what will happen when i say it will be deiced when i say it untill then ill try and be nice but if u ppl can dont piss me off when i am on sever cuz sadly at this point ill go from 0 being nice to 100 being a dick